So I’m the oldest of two children born to Mama and Papa MB and for some reason, as I got older. The more and more I felt like I was the least favorite of us two.
Perhaps favorite is the wrong word to use.
Mama and Papa MB watched me early on grow to be independent and to take care of myself.
I was only given one car and after that I was to pay for my own way. When given my first car it was necessary for me to get a job. Though they did pay my insurance and also financing of said vehicle.
But as I got older and older. Now I feel like they do more for my sister than they ever did me. Sometimes I feel like they are closer to her than they are me.
Maybe that’s my fault, for being the way I am.
I didn’t stay home with the parents.
I moved away
I became independent. My sister didn’t.
I don’t know.
I just feel now, at this age.
With my Mama MB gone from this place.
I feel like I don’t want to be around anymore.
I want to go somewhere.
I want to get away!