I’m still a mixed up basket case of mess. But I’m hoping and praying that the new pain medication and medications will get Mama MB back to a less painful state.
She said to me “it’s everywhere”. I know what this means, from nameless sources. But I’m not suppose to know. I can’t say anything. I don’t want to say anything.
Science or God needs to step in and control this cancer for us. It’s not fair for God to want my Mama MB. I want to keep her here with me, pain free, like new. Or at least what she was before the cancer.
Reading all these I hate Komen messages. I’m such a mess with cancer.
Is it wrong to hope? Ever? Thanks Komen haters for making me think there is no hope left.
-Hang in there?